Sunday, November 11, 2012

Risk taking with God

risk taking behavior
In "The Ultimate Treasure Hunt:  A Guide to Supernatural Evangelism Through Supernatural Encounters," Kevin Dedmon provides many interesting anecdotes about how God guides him to pray for specific people.

In one instance, however, God wanted to test Dedmon's willingness to take risk:

As I was standing on the curb, waiting for the teams to arrive, I noticed a young man walking toward me on the sidewalk. As he approached from about 50 yards away, a thought popped into my mind, 'Roger.' Is that a word of knowledge? I asked. All that I heard in response was, 'Roger.' By this time, the young man was about 20 yards away and quickly approaching. One more time I inquired, God, please let me know if this is a word of knowledge, and that You want me to minister to this young man. Once again, I heard 'Roger.'

The young man was now within ten yards, so I decided to take a risk and test out this word of knowledge I had received. So, as he began to pass me on the sidewalk, I said with as much confidence as I could muster, 'Excuse me, but is your name Roger?' I asked fully expecting that to be his name which would lead to an incredible divine appointment.

But, with a look of disdain, he jumped off the sidewalk, and said 'Noooo!' as if I were trying to 'pick up' on him. As he continued to walk down the street, I was filled with embarrassment, as it occurred to me how odd it was for a 45-year-old man to ask a 20-year-old if his name was 'Roger.'

Now, if his name had been Roger, I'm sure his response would have been different, but in this case, it just came off like I was some sort of predator. I thought about chasing him down to explain, but immediately realized that I would probably just make things worse. And then I thought, At least I did not say that God had told me that his name was Roger; at least I did not defame Christianity. He just thought I was a kook.

My next thought was, Thanks a lot, God. I just made a fool out of myself because I took a risk with a word of knowledge I thought You had given me. The response I heard shocked me, 'Kevin, I gave you the name 'Roger'.'

'What? You purposely gave me the wrong name?' I shot back. 'Yes, I did, because I want to see if you will continue to take risk even if you do not get the right information.' He went on to say that He was not interested in the success of the performance, but in the act of obedience, apart from the outcome.
For Dedmon, he considered this experience with God an indication that God is more interested in his risk taking than in his success.

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